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it's not ideal when your mind and your friends are telling you to do one thing, and your heart is telling you to do something else.
I'll go with my heart though, it's my own fault if I get hurt.
I'll go with my heart though, it's my own fault if I get hurt.
enfin, un question qui je puisse rapporter à :)
Le français est ma langue préférée. Depuis mon plus jeune âge, j'ai aimé beaucoup :)
mais ce n'est pas juste la langue qui j'aime, j'adore le pays aussi...la culture, le peuple, tout à son sujet..c'est parfait, et mieux que l'angleterre. je voudrais y vivre à l'avenir, pour être honnête. (Y)
avril lavigne.
too many people have said it. ¬¬
I'm sick of everything, I miss how life used to be. I miss my old friends.
Fuck the good grades, I'm sick of northgate.
I'm sick of her. Sure, I'm not happy either, but at least I don't moan to people every moment of the day. She has nothing interesting going for her, so all she ever does is moan to me. stfu.
he's back with her. he's with someone else. +the other guy, is too good friends with him, if you get me. I pretty much seem incapable of having a relationship.
might as well just give up.
I want a new life, I can't wait for university.
Fuck the good grades, I'm sick of northgate.
I'm sick of her. Sure, I'm not happy either, but at least I don't moan to people every moment of the day. She has nothing interesting going for her, so all she ever does is moan to me. stfu.
he's back with her. he's with someone else. +the other guy, is too good friends with him, if you get me. I pretty much seem incapable of having a relationship.
might as well just give up.
I want a new life, I can't wait for university.
I absolutely hate the fact that I'm single.
but valentine's day is a great excuse to pig out on ben & jerry's ice cream.
and oreos.
i have no will power, and i need to diet. i've put on so much weight, I disgust myself.
I really wish that my parents wern't so protective sometimes.
if they wern't, I could well be going to Oli Sykes' new year's eve party this year.
=/
which would actually be amazing.
ahh well.
still just feels good that I got the invite tbh.
x
if they wern't, I could well be going to Oli Sykes' new year's eve party this year.
=/
which would actually be amazing.
ahh well.
still just feels good that I got the invite tbh.
x
waking up in the middle of the night & my room went really cold, &paper was flying round everywhere.
&the windows were shut.
weird times.
=/
there's loads of other stuff, but i might sound like abit of a freak if I told you all. D:
I do believe in the paranormal though. just not god.
earthquakes - hide under the table.
hurricanes - who cares?
idk, just go sailing or something.
zombies - everyone knows you have to attack the brain.
tbh I'm most scared about zombie attack D:
"when we get this house decorated we can get it sold & finally split up".
SORRY WHAT.
D:
SORRY WHAT.
D:
I have got myself into one hell of a mess.
:S
&& I actually have no idea what to do about it.
HELP.
:S
&& I actually have no idea what to do about it.
HELP.
in no order.
metallica - the black album
you me at six - take off your colours
the blackout - we are the dynamite
guns n roses - appetite for destruction
bring me the horizon - suicide season
proceed - seven months and a fire blanket
elissa franceschi - touch
trivium - ascendancy
metallica - master of puppets
enter shikari - take to the skies
easy =)
but im sure that might change abit as time goes on.
& im sure fall out boy will have a place on that once their new album is finally released. =P
I feel like such a bitch. I shouldn't have done that. & I definitely shouldn't have drunk so much that I let it happen in the first place.
knowing my luck I've just done something that will lose me yet another friend.
=(
knowing my luck I've just done something that will lose me yet another friend.
=(
I absolutely hate the winter, ew.
i swear i actually have S.A.D. or whatever its called
everything gets so much worse in the winter.
but anyway back to the question.
i turn to music.
end up playing my guitar a lot =)
tonight should have been really good,
but instead it all just reminded me of how much i seem to be drifting apart from most of my friends.
i hate this.
& i want it back the way it used to be.
I'm dreading next week.
but instead it all just reminded me of how much i seem to be drifting apart from most of my friends.
i hate this.
& i want it back the way it used to be.
I'm dreading next week.
matthew shemming is an absolute CUNT.
for the safety of his manlyhood he will probably want to be wearing a groin guard next time he happens to see me.
:@ :@ :@
for the safety of his manlyhood he will probably want to be wearing a groin guard next time he happens to see me.
:@ :@ :@
the only thing I don't like about him?
is that he has a girlfriend.
¬¬
this isn't going to be easy.
is that he has a girlfriend.
¬¬
this isn't going to be easy.
- Music:You Me At Six - Nasty Habits
also. why isn't my mum on time for ANYTHING?!?!??!
she's meant to be picking me up from school in like, 2 minutes time, but she hasn't even left work yet. ¬¬
so it'll be at least 4.30 by the time I get home
which leaves me about 1/2 hour to get ready, eat, get money off my parents for a wato tshirt, etc.
she'd better not have a go at me for taking ages to get ready. :S
she's meant to be picking me up from school in like, 2 minutes time, but she hasn't even left work yet. ¬¬
so it'll be at least 4.30 by the time I get home
which leaves me about 1/2 hour to get ready, eat, get money off my parents for a wato tshirt, etc.
she'd better not have a go at me for taking ages to get ready. :S
OMFGZZZZ
I'm seeing the medic droid, we are the ocean & the blackout tonight :D :D :D
so fucking excited.
kind of disappointed how much some people have let me down. But that doesn't matter too much, I'm just going to go & have a good time :)
should I feel bad about completely lying to my parents about tonight though?! :S
ffs, its RAINING
blatently not wanting to stand outside in the rain for an hour. ¬¬
I'm seeing the medic droid, we are the ocean & the blackout tonight :D :D :D
so fucking excited.
kind of disappointed how much some people have let me down. But that doesn't matter too much, I'm just going to go & have a good time :)
should I feel bad about completely lying to my parents about tonight though?! :S
ffs, its RAINING
blatently not wanting to stand outside in the rain for an hour. ¬¬
ok, what the FUCK
I seriously hate that girl.
why bother?
no, I fucking DIDN'T try to get with him.
so you can fucking STOP spreading shit about me, & getting randomers to call me a slut.
I don't particularly appreciate having some random year 13 shouting SLUT at me in the middle of lunch.
I seriously hate that girl.
why bother?
no, I fucking DIDN'T try to get with him.
so you can fucking STOP spreading shit about me, & getting randomers to call me a slut.
I don't particularly appreciate having some random year 13 shouting SLUT at me in the middle of lunch.
